and i’ll
Remember when the sky called us its love child, the universe was at our command? The planets all revolving in a galactic waltz of things we’ll never quite understand.
I’d call you right now, even though we don’t speak. No one’s knew me better. Break-ups and liars were part of our resume to life. But its all hidden now, underneath the
things we’ll never talk about. I’m furious with regret and angry at the way we’ve quit. Foreign to us, these specter, another. You let it get the best of you. I let it push me down.
Maybe it wasn’t meant to be, but I’d like to think it was all part of the grand plan to life. For growing up and rediscovery. You know what we’ve talked about. You know
how we’re phases and friendships lie somewhere on the other side. Come on, do you really think it was all fighting for nothing in the end? I won’t.
I felt so cut off from you, like a lame appendage. something like a toe, useless and unnecessary. do you feel the same about me?
I wish you could see this from my perspective, my points. To see that my anger was directed at the fact that we weren’t “us” anymore.
we weren’t going to make it. that jump was too far. you’ve made up you’re mind. I lost all will to try. It hurt, still hurts, will always hurt.
but i guess, we’re all ins and outs and maybe one day we’ll look at each other like we did the first day of summer with nothing but sunny days and love in our hearts.
i’ll always know you were my one. even if you already have another.