September 2009
5 posts
he wants to turn it off,
The light faded, the lamp post died a week ago… died from the cold.
The coldness brings about these feelings, the feelings that it wouldn’t be okay.
The light wasn’t the only thing gone, it was you and me, and we’re faded.
Faded like old newspaper, worn from neglect and use.
Give it a second life and another wind when the winds have changed course.
he hit me like
pepper spray..
i'll always
be alone…
nothing's written in stone
Stab my heart, left the broken pieces of knife within me deep
Its here in this wasteland I’d stay awake under stars to keep
From feeling pain from seeing you betray yourself thousands of times over
Can you go from being perfect to dying in bed with any sinful lover?
Shove it inside you, a whore for a perfect word or two
Digesting careful volleys of thoughts in lieu
Of alcoholic nights, riots...
Fefe Dobson - Pepper Spray
August 2009
6 posts
blurred worlds colliding.
Breathing fire through gasoline induced toxins, left me burning for
Answers, answers to questions I won’t remember.
Blurred worlds set apart by the flame, its all the same, same.
No mooned night staring above, left behind the reasons why. Why we
All fall down sometimes, why we all seem to die.
Left again, this time for permanence, left again this time for you.
Come on, come on remember why I...
devastate;
An unrequited battle hymn lazily drifts on the wind, whilst
A red eye sits beyond a black canvas, gifts from a god of war, a lover’s
Heart shatters under pin drop stars; devils take the bait.
Souls beckon to requiem’s end, but the damage is done.
and i'll
Remember when the sky called us its love child, the universe was at our command? The planets all revolving in a galactic waltz of things we’ll never quite understand.
I’d call you right now, even though we don’t speak. No one’s knew me better. Break-ups and liars were part of our resume to life. But its all hidden now, underneath the
things we’ll never talk about....
Come now and let's see where it goes..
From sea to shining sea we will bask in an inferno of something we will never know
Rockell - You keep me hanging on
whoa ee oh ee oh oh whoa ee oh ee oh oh
i wish we were older.
July 2009
59 posts
Fighting for Nothing : Meg and Dia
laser shows in a clear night; a song I wrote.
i’ll sit up on the hood of my car, you see its easier when you’re in the distance. Distantly and poorly piecing our lives back together, the bombs broke it all, tore it up in a ghastly magnificence. No clouds about, but the rain is calming. Walking through the stories of our pasts, please don’t repeat this. Those words you told me, the secret to life, the reason the stars fall...
“And theyll tell you what you want to hear
cause they think its better. Better....”
– Fighting for Nothing - Meg and Dia
Katy Perry : Thinking of You
drunken stupor
Can you, the spacious sky sing me a song, one you know so well?
The one full of despair, hair trigger love sluts with a pornographic climax.
Will you remember the sleeping beauty crying in her deepest dreams?
Assemble the already broken up pieces, contrary to popular belief.
Let the survivor bring back his cannibalistic tendencies, feeding on the weak.
Scissor cut an open wound with the...
“won’t you stay awhile underneath the blanket of galaxies, get lost with me...”
Lady Gaga :: Second Time Around (an accidental...
can you hear it, the silence it screams
[our lady peace] 4 a.m.
god called in sick today,,
Let’s amend the classic story Close it so beautifully I’ll let animosity unwind Steal away the darkened pages Hidden so shamefully I’ll still feel the violence of the lines
Should I watch Josie and the Pussycats, or jerk...
puffygranola:
I guess the two are synonymous.
jerk off with cat ears on, so you’ll feel like you’re in the movie.
thecardigans : erase and rewind.
i'll do unspeakables, to keep you afloat.
i'll recollect.
I’ll never understand why we part and come together, oh foul feelings that creep upon us -share with us in this vainglorious retreat to a newer visage, a more grandiose view of the past, present and future.
a snippet of my work to come::
TITLE IN PROGRESS : THE MONARCH
Part 1 : Malapropos
The leaves had already begun to turn; the ground littered with a sea of crimson and bronze waves seemed like an eerie beginning to a season not far away. Houses were already being prepped for the cooler weather in store and the rakes were being pulled out for many weekends full of yard work. People weren’t as friendly during the...
The PRESETS : Beat On//Beat Off
“half psychotic sick hypnotic- got my blueprint it’s symphonic. Half...”
– Just Dance: Lady Gaga
“Will she forget her heart’s basics and intentions to trade them for lies...”
– “Dry your eyes, soulmates never die” ALISSA BURTON
and. . . .
-Angelic Misery-
I slid into a puddle of
blood, a sea of lies that I couldn’t contain.
Remnants of a broken mirror littered the bathroom,
like the millions of feathers from my shredded wings.
Tears, silvery like titanium had burned
holes in the stained linoleum.
My eyes transfixed upon
the shriveled mass of my bloody heart.
Tonight, this red mooned night, I lost the war.
just a bit more;;
-Hymn of a Mountaineer-
Clouds form in great castles at their peaks
like heavenly effigy of an immortal reality.
Scenes from the Transfiguration
a blaring orchestra- natures will.
Mighty behemoth standing stoic and true
at the threshold of humanity.
Oh mountains of Appalachia protect
and guide us, from cold and darkness.
Stand over and watch
as the world changes around you.
