What do you think?

The light faded, the lamp post died a week ago… died from the cold.

The coldness brings about these feelings, the feelings that it wouldn’t be okay.

The light wasn’t the only thing gone, it was you and me, and we’re faded.

Faded like old newspaper, worn from neglect and use.

Give it a second life and another wind when the winds have changed course.

pepper spray..

be alone…

Stab my heart, left the broken pieces of knife within me deep

Its here in this wasteland I’d stay awake under stars to keep

From feeling pain from seeing you betray yourself thousands of times over

Can you go from being perfect to dying in bed with any sinful lover?

Shove it inside you, a whore for a perfect word or two

Digesting careful volleys of thoughts in lieu

Of alcoholic nights, riots and screams

Branding my skin in nightmare dreams.

Breathing fire through gasoline induced toxins, left me burning for
Answers, answers to questions I won’t remember.
Blurred worlds set apart by the flame, its all the same, same.
No mooned night staring above, left behind the reasons why. Why we
All fall down sometimes, why we all seem to die.
Left again, this time for permanence, left again this time for you.
Come on, come on remember why I did what I did. Cause in the end there’s only you.

An unrequited battle hymn lazily drifts on the wind, whilst
A red eye sits beyond a black canvas, gifts from a god of war, a lover’s
Heart shatters under pin drop stars; devils take the bait.
Souls beckon to requiem’s end, but the damage is done.

Remember when the sky called us its love child, the universe was at our command? The planets all revolving in a galactic waltz of things we’ll never quite understand.

I’d call you right now, even though we don’t speak. No one’s knew me better. Break-ups and liars were part of our resume to life. But its all hidden now, underneath the

things we’ll never talk about. I’m furious with regret and angry at the way we’ve quit. Foreign to us, these specter, another. You let it get the best of you. I let it push me down.

Maybe it wasn’t meant to be, but I’d like to think it was all part of the grand plan to life. For growing up and rediscovery. You know what we’ve talked about. You know

how we’re phases and friendships lie somewhere on the other side. Come on, do you really think it was all fighting for nothing in the end? I won’t.

I felt so cut off from you, like a lame appendage. something like a toe, useless and unnecessary. do you feel the same about me?

I wish you could see this from my perspective, my points. To see that my anger was directed at the fact that we weren’t “us” anymore.

we weren’t going to make it. that jump was too far. you’ve made up you’re mind. I lost all will to try. It hurt, still hurts, will always hurt.

but i guess, we’re all ins and outs and maybe one day we’ll look at each other like we did the first day of summer with nothing but sunny days and love in our hearts.

i’ll always know you were my one. even if you already have another.

From sea to shining sea we will bask in an inferno of something we will never know